Overcoming the Fear of Expectations

This project helped me recognize that much of my resistance to writing stemmed from the pressure I felt growing up in a highly academic household. By reflecting on my experiences, I realized how important it is to release myself from the burden of perfection and write without the need to impress. Writing became less about meeting expectations and more about discovering my own voice.

The Value of Journaling

Through journaling in my church’s youth group, I rediscovered writing as a tool for personal growth rather than an obligation. This practice taught me to use writing as a way to process emotions, reflect on experiences, and connect with my faith. It showed me that writing doesn’t always have to follow strict rules—it can be free-flowing and meaningful even in its rawest form.

Embracing “Shitty First Drafts”

Anne Lamott’s concept of “shitty first drafts” deeply resonated with me. I learned that writing doesn’t need to be perfect from the start. This understanding gave me the freedom to write authentically, knowing that the first draft is simply the foundation for something better. By letting go of the fear of imperfection, I began to enjoy the process of writing more.

Growing as a Writer

This project marked a turning point in my relationship with writing. I now approach it with a sense of purpose and joy, seeing it as an opportunity for self-expression rather than a chore. While I’m still developing my skills, I’ve gained confidence in my ability to write for myself first, knowing that my unique perspective is what makes my work valuable.